I feel like a total stranger. I don’t get to meet with my friends anymore. It’s like they’re not even there. My “friends” only seem to use me to feel better about themselves or if they only need me for something. But when I’m the one in need, alas not a single one of them shows up.
The worst part is that being alone gets the most of me. I don’t know anyone here and people are not as friendly as they seem. I really want to cry because it’s as if I don’t have anyone to talk to anymore. Everyone has just drifted away and apart. Nobody cares about me anymore. My family isn’t even helping. With so many petty quarrels here and there, I’m just so tired of it all and I have no one, as in no single one to talk to.
Sometimes, I wish I had a boyfriend, someone to confide with, someone to each lunch and hold hands with. But I have none. And I feel like I’m the only one. It’s like everybody has somebody except me.
I’m just tired of it all. I’m tired of being lonely.
